There is one thing that has worried me about sending these every day.
I am a hypocrite.
I am not a perfect embodiment of all the positive things and practices that I espouse in these emails.
Sometimes I lose patience with the kids.
Sometimes I’m not as positive as I should be in my conversations with Meaghan.
Sometimes I set weak sauce goals and don’t meet them.
Sometimes I’m not as smily and happy as I should be.
Sometimes I watch TV instead of reading a book or exercising.
The list could go on and on….
But one day I realized that maybe this is the reason that I should be writing these daily emails. I am just like you. I have my own insecurities and imperfections. I have worries and imperfections just like everyone else.
And that is where I hope that I can add some value to your day by writing these.
My hope is that by articulating my thoughts and my own personal journey towards becoming a better person, you can learn a little bit from me and my mistakes and the lessons I have and will learn in the future.
In the past, I thought of a hypocrite as being the worst kind of person and the kind of person to avoid. Having realized now that I am one, it changes my tune a little (conveniently).
I have come to the conclusion that I am not in charge of worrying about others and whether or not they may or may not be a hypocrite, I am in charge of growing myself into less and less of a hypocrite.
And these emails are about my journey towards becoming that person.
So, have a little patience with us hypocrites…..some of us are working on it.
Jake